I guess I'm going crazy....

So I went and got my eyes checked. I have 20/20 vision. So it's not my eyes. So, my headache got a little worse so I called mama and she made me an appointment with the doctor. I called work and told them I wasn't coming in. So I went to the doctor. He asked if I had allergies and a few other questions. Then I told him about my wreck and that I had hit my head. He asked if I was depressed or anything. So.... i started crying and told him i guess I could be. He told me that I might need to get some counseling. I thought I had already dealt with my wreck but apparently I haven't. So there is a man in our church who is a counselor so my mom called him and I've gotta talk to him at 3 on Sunday. I'm not too excited about that, but maybe it'll help. I've talked about my wreck to a lot of people. I guess that because I don't really let out my emotions about it, I keep them bottled up and they spew out like today.
So anyway... I'm about to go take a hot shower... sit down and write out some things on paper and try to deal with some issues..... Later aligator!